{"id":40,"date":"2005-07-31T12:55:00","date_gmt":"2005-07-31T12:55:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/brianmashburn.net\/?p=40"},"modified":"2005-07-31T12:55:00","modified_gmt":"2005-07-31T12:55:00","slug":"the-day-that-is-coming-but-not-yet","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.brianmashburn.net\/?p=40","title":{"rendered":"The Day That is Coming&#8230;But Not Yet"},"content":{"rendered":"<div><font face=Arial><span class=390160514-29072005>&#8220;You remind me of the  Apostle Paul.&#8221; &#8212; said to me by my friend, Ben Wall, years ago, as we did  ministry together<\/span><\/font><\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial><span class=390160514-29072005><\/span><\/font><font  face=Arial><span class=390160514-29072005><\/span><\/font>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span class=390160514-29072005>I have long felt  a&nbsp;kinship with Paul of the Bible.&nbsp;I think that anyone who&nbsp;has  seriously committed his life and soul to advancing Christ&#8217;s Kingdom can find a  version of his own story in Paul&#8217;s story, but I still like to think that he and  I have a special affinity.&nbsp;And while I like to imagine having a powerful,  global&nbsp;impact like he, that&#8217;s not what I&#8217;m talking about.  <\/span><\/font><\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span  class=390160514-29072005><\/span><\/font>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span class=390160514-29072005>Remember when Paul  (he went by Saul then) used all his zeal and passion to defend &#8220;God&#8217;s religion&#8221;  from moving into error by Christians?&nbsp; I used to do that.  <\/span><\/font><font face=Arial size=2><span class=390160514-29072005>Remember  when Paul was then interrupted by Jesus and was told to stop what he was doing  because he, in fact, was working <em>against<\/em> God and didn&#8217;t know it? I feel  like that happened to me. <\/span><\/font><font face=Arial size=2><span  class=390160514-29072005>Remember how Paul sat in Damascus, dazed and confused  and blinded, waiting for Jesus to tell him what to do? I experienced  that.<\/span><\/font><\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span  class=390160514-29072005><\/span><\/font>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span class=390160514-29072005>And remember when  Jesus promised and then commissioned Paul personally, <em>&#8220;I will rescue you  from your own people and from the Gentiles. I am sending you to them to open  their eyes and turn them from darkness to light, and from the power of Satan to  God, so that they may receive forgiveness of sins and a place among those who  are sanctified by faith in me.&#8221; <\/em>I so totally feel like I have had this  experience.<\/span><\/font><\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span  class=390160514-29072005><\/span><\/font>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span class=390160514-29072005>I feel sent, like  Paul, to the &#8220;gentiles&#8221; of our day. No, not &#8220;non-Jews&#8221;, for I am one of them,  and indebted to Paul for initiating such a powerful ministry to us. The gentiles  of our day, at least in America, are the &#8220;non-churched&#8221;. I don&#8217;t really like  that word, but haven&#8217;t found one I like, and so will trust you know what I  mean.<\/span><\/font><\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span  class=390160514-29072005><\/span><\/font>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span class=390160514-29072005>And you know how  Paul went first to the Jews in each city he visited to see who would accept the  Messiah so that he knew who he could count on in that city to be a church  fellowship for these hard to accept gentiles? I feel like I&#8217;m supposed to do  that, too. The way Paul and his buddy Barny explained themselves to the Jews  was, <em>&#8220;We had to speak the word of God to you first.&#8221; (Acts  13:46)&nbsp;<\/em>And I honestly feel like, too. As a matter of fact, that is a  PERFECT description of the season of Paul&#8217;s life that I am in right now, right  here in Amarillo. The &#8220;Jews&#8221; in my life (per this analogy) are my&nbsp;friends  at the Southwest Church of Christ. Probably the best statement from Paul&#8217;s life,  that reflects this current priority of mine, is a comment by Luke when he said,  <em>&#8220;Paul devoted himself exclusively to preaching, testifying to the Jews that  Jesus was the Christ.&#8221; (Acts 18:5)<\/em> <\/span><\/font><\/div>\n<div><font size=+0><span class=390160514-29072005><font face=Arial  size=2><\/font>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div><span class=390160514-29072005><\/span><font face=Arial size=2>U<span  class=390160514-29072005>p ahead, however, a dramatic decision awaits me. (I am  fortunate that I have many brothers and friends and intimate allies that  surround me. And I don&#8217;t know about Paul, but I need them. They remind me of  what matters most when I&#8217;m weary. At the first sign of possible discouragement  or distraction, they notice and firmly keep my eyes on the Goal.) And sometimes  I put my head down to the ground and watch my feet take one step at a time and  forget, but God oftentimes forces my head up to look ahead&#8230;and when He does,  excitement and passion and conviction (and emails like this one) just pop out of  me.<\/span><\/font><\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span  class=390160514-29072005><\/span><\/font>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span class=390160514-29072005>Before too terribly  long, the day is coming that I will turn resolutely to the &#8220;Gentiles&#8221; and take  the Word of God to them. It will be great because I know there are folks out  there who are just waiting to hear about this life-giving message from me, and  are ready to embrace it with both arms by letting go of everything else&#8230;and  that many of my &#8220;Jewish&#8221; brothers will&nbsp;go out there with me.&nbsp;But it  will also be sad because it will mark an end of the current season of life for  me, the one where I get to preach Christ to &#8220;my own people&#8221; first, inviting them  from the religious life we were brought up with to the abundant life of a  singular focus on Christ&#8217;s mission. <\/span><\/font><\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span  class=390160514-29072005><\/span><\/font>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span class=390160514-29072005>The way Paul said  it, when it came upon him, was&#8230;<em>&#8220;We had to speak the word of God to you  first. Since you reject it and do not consider yourselves worthy of eternal  life, we now turn to the Gentiles. For this is what the Lord has commanded  us.&#8221;<\/em> <em>(Acts 13:47)<\/em><br \/><\/span><\/font><\/div>\n<div><font size=+0><span class=390160514-29072005><font face=Arial><font  size=2>The way Luke continued his commentary about this was&#8230;<em>&#8220;Paul devoted  himself exclusively to preaching, testifying to the Jews that Jesus was the  Christ. But when the Jews opposed Paul and became abusive, he shook out his  clothes in protest and said to them, &#8220;Your blood be on your own heads! I am  clear of my responsibility. From now on I will go to the Gentiles.&#8221;<\/em>  <em>(Acts 18:5-6)<\/em><\/font><\/font><\/div>\n<p><\/span> <\/p>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><\/font>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial><font size=2>I<span class=390160514-29072005> am currently  preaching to the Southwest Church of Christ, explaining and declaring to them  the kingdom of God and trying to convince them about Jesus from the law of Moses  and from the Prophets and from the Gospels and from the Letters <em>(see Paul&#8217;s  version of this in Acts 28:23-25)<\/em>. And it is awesome. I have joined many  among these people who have been doing this for years before I got here, most  notably the elders and ministers that I get to work with, and&nbsp;there  are&nbsp;dozens more.<\/span><\/font><\/font><\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial><font size=2><span  class=390160514-29072005><\/span><\/font><\/font>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial><font size=2><span class=390160514-29072005>So for now, I  am full of joy as I pursue this season of life and calling, patiently watching  to see who else has already and will continue to join us in discovering the  &#8220;more and more&#8221; available to us in Christ. But I also enjoy lifting my head,  looking forward, and seeing that the time is coming (the day and hour I don&#8217;t  know) that my heart&#8217;s desire to see new life&nbsp;flow into the&nbsp;hearts of  those outside our Southwest walls, <em>because<\/em> of the people inside of our  walls. It will be a time in my life where I feel I will have been faithful to  God&#8217;s commission to me&#8230;to go to &#8220;the Gentiles&#8221; and&nbsp;share with&nbsp;them  our lives and this  great&nbsp;news.<\/span><\/font><\/font><\/font><\/span><\/font><\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><\/font>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial><font size=2><span class=390160514-29072005>Then, I hope  and pray, what happened in Paul&#8217;s life will happen in  mine&#8230;<em>&#8220;<\/em><\/span><\/font><font size=2><em>When the Gentiles heard this,  they were glad and honored the word of the Lord; and all who were appointed for  eternal life believed.&nbsp;<\/em><\/font><\/font><font face=Arial><font  size=2><em>The word of the Lord spread through the whole region<span  class=390160514-29072005>.&#8221;<\/span>&nbsp;<span class=390160514-29072005>(Acts  13:48-50)<\/span><\/em><br \/><\/font><\/font><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8220;You remind me of the Apostle Paul.&#8221; &#8212; said to me by my friend, Ben Wall, years ago, as we did ministry together &nbsp; I have long felt a&nbsp;kinship with Paul of the Bible.&nbsp;I think that anyone who&nbsp;has seriously committed his life and soul to advancing Christ&#8217;s Kingdom can find a version of his own [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_s2mail":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-40","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/pO6nf-E","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.brianmashburn.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/40"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.brianmashburn.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.brianmashburn.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.brianmashburn.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.brianmashburn.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=40"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.brianmashburn.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/40\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.brianmashburn.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=40"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.brianmashburn.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=40"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.brianmashburn.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=40"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}