{"id":128,"date":"2007-12-11T22:22:00","date_gmt":"2007-12-11T22:22:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/brianmashburn.net\/?p=128"},"modified":"2007-12-11T22:22:00","modified_gmt":"2007-12-11T22:22:00","slug":"what-i-want-for-christmas","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.brianmashburn.net\/?p=128","title":{"rendered":"What I want for Christmas&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<div><font face=Arial size=2><span class=821300922-11122007>I want to love  people just enough&#8230;&nbsp;<\/span><\/font><\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span  class=821300922-11122007><\/span><\/font>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span class=821300922-11122007>&#8230;just enough for  them to&nbsp;know they are not alone.<\/span><\/font><\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span class=821300922-11122007>&#8230;just enough for  them to know that&nbsp;I am&nbsp;okay with them just the way they  are.<\/span><\/font><\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span class=821300922-11122007>&#8230;just enough for  them to remember that they need not deserve love in order to have  it.<\/span><\/font><\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span class=821300922-11122007>&#8230;just enough for  them to feel space in their lives to reflect, inspect, and  introspect.<\/span><\/font><\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span class=821300922-11122007>&#8230;just enough for  them to believe that there is more, better, and deeper life and that it  is&nbsp;available to them.<\/span><\/font><\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span class=821300922-11122007>&#8230;just enough for  them to find themselves in my life and my story unfolding.<\/span><\/font><\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span class=821300922-11122007>&#8230;just enough for  them to feel like their existence and life deserves a party.<\/span><\/font><\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span  class=821300922-11122007><\/span><\/font>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span class=821300922-11122007>I want to love  people just enough to shake up their status quo in any way that will give them  more life.<\/span><\/font><\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span  class=821300922-11122007><\/span><\/font>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span class=821300922-11122007>This is how I want  to love. This is how God has loved me. This is how I want to love all of  you.<\/span><\/font><\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span  class=821300922-11122007><\/span><\/font>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span class=821300922-11122007>Merry Christmas. 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