{"id":120,"date":"2007-10-14T13:52:00","date_gmt":"2007-10-14T13:52:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/brianmashburn.net\/?p=120"},"modified":"2007-10-14T13:52:00","modified_gmt":"2007-10-14T13:52:00","slug":"off-to-meet-christ-in-zimbabwe","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.brianmashburn.net\/?p=120","title":{"rendered":"Off to meet Christ in Zimbabwe"},"content":{"rendered":"<div><font face=Arial size=2><span class=140122321-01102007><em>Note: this is  the first of two &#8220;bookend&#8221; emails from my last two weeks which was composed of a  journey to the nation of Zimbabwe. I had not the time nor inclination to miss a  moment of my experience by writing, and I didn&#8217;t have email access for my laptop  anyway, but I wrote this piece on the way there and the next one (coming  shortly) on the way back. To try to describe all things in between&#8230;wow&#8230;no  chance. I love you all for sharing with me in my continued journey towards  Christ, and hope to God it plays some useful role in yours. And for all of you  who supported me in this through prayer, finances, and taking care of my family  while I was gone&#8230;I am eternally grateful.<\/em><\/span><\/font><\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span  class=140122321-01102007><\/span><\/font>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span class=140122321-01102007>I&#8217;m on a plane,  sitting&nbsp;between two mighty warriors of God, going with them and 3 others  just like them to a foreign land that is thirsty with no water, hungry with no  food,&nbsp;oppressed and in need of freedom,&nbsp;desperate and in need of  hope.<\/span><\/font><\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span  class=140122321-01102007><\/span><\/font>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span class=140122321-01102007>I don&#8217;t have enough  water, food, clout or money to even touch the needs that I am about to see and  touch.<\/span><\/font><\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span  class=140122321-01102007><\/span><\/font>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span class=140122321-01102007>But I&#8217;m going  anyway.<\/span><\/font><\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span  class=140122321-01102007><\/span><\/font>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span class=140122321-01102007>In a way, I feel  like a deceptive swindler. I have been asked to go to Zimbabwe to teach and  proclaim Jesus Christ to <em>others<\/em>. But I know full well in the secret  places of my heart that I&nbsp;accepted the assignment in order  to&nbsp;have&nbsp;Jesus Christ&nbsp;taught and proclaimed  to&nbsp;<em>me<\/em>.&nbsp;Truly, in a very real and practical way, I believe  that I am&nbsp;going to Zimbabwe to do nothing less than see and meet Jesus  Christ.&nbsp;<\/span><\/font><\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span  class=140122321-01102007><\/span><\/font>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span class=140122321-01102007>I know I am going to  have my heart broken&#8230;and I intend on letting it happen.<\/span><\/font><\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span class=140122321-01102007>I know I am going to  learn better what I mean when I preach that &#8220;everyone needs  hope.&#8221;<\/span><\/font><\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span class=140122321-01102007>I know I am going to  see more clearly what the word &#8220;poor&#8221; means in a land of little, to come home  and see more clearly what the word &#8220;poor&#8221; means in a land of  plenty.<\/span><\/font><\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span class=140122321-01102007>I know I am going to  have to leave part of my heart in this new-to-me land&#8230;and it will be for &#8220;me&#8221;  much more than it will be for &#8220;them&#8221;.<\/span><\/font><\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span  class=140122321-01102007><\/span><\/font>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span class=140122321-01102007>Ninety-something  percent unemployment. Average death age of men is thirty-something. The number  of orphans due to aids, sickness, and hunger&nbsp;is staggering. 5000 percent  inflation in the last year (the next highest nation was in the 30&#8217;s, I think).  <\/span><\/font><\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span  class=140122321-01102007><\/span><\/font>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span class=140122321-01102007>I called my friend  who is from Zimbabwe, and who is running a feeding program for hundreds of those  orphans. It costs him his life. He gives every penny he can earn and raise to  the single-minded cause of feeding hundreds of kids&nbsp;a small&nbsp;&#8220;survival  meal&#8221; per day. In the winter, he has to use some of that money to get blankets  for those kids so that he has kids to feed a survival meal  to.<\/span><\/font><\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span  class=140122321-01102007><\/span><\/font>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span class=140122321-01102007>When I first met my  friend, it was winter in Zimbabwe, and he told me of the dozens of orphans that  crammed into the pews of a church building (where these kids received their  daily meal) for a worship service on a Sunday. By the time the service was over  and the kids filed out, two of those famished, freezing children fell over on  the pews dead. Last night he told me of the news from a family who hung  themselves rather than die the slow&nbsp;death of starvation that they have long  been on and feel creeping in.<\/span><\/font><\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span  class=140122321-01102007><\/span><\/font>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span class=140122321-01102007>God help  me.<\/span><\/font><\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span  class=140122321-01102007><\/span><\/font>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span class=140122321-01102007>God help me believe  there is hope for them. God help me believe there is hope for  me.<\/span><\/font><\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span  class=140122321-01102007><\/span><\/font>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span class=140122321-01102007>I took my two oldest  kids routinely to school this morning with a little more attentiveness to the  beauty of my routine &#8211; with a particular emphasis on&nbsp;&#8220;them&#8221;. My youngest  son and my sweet wife took me to the airport this morning. I was doing okay  until the small gathering of friends&nbsp;that came to see us off surrounded us,  and one of our shepherds&nbsp;tearfully prayed for us, and then I opened my eyes  (I know, I know&#8230;I&#8217;m&nbsp;not supposed to do that when I pray)&nbsp;and  looked&nbsp;down just in time to see a tear from the eye of my wife&nbsp;hit the  ground next to&nbsp;my feet as she was loyally and supportively standing beside  me.<\/span><\/font><\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span  class=140122321-01102007><\/span><\/font>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span class=140122321-01102007>I am so rich. I met  Christ in who I left this morning, and will be meeting Christ in who I meet  tomorrow, and on top of that, I am meeting Christ as we speak, in the people I&#8217;m  traveling with.<\/span><\/font><\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span  class=140122321-01102007><\/span><\/font>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span class=140122321-01102007>I started this piece  in Dallas, and I&#8217;m in Detroit now, where we will meet one of the additional  members of our team, and then will leave for London, where we will meet up with  two more members of our team (the veterans), and then we will go to Harare,  Zimbabwe.<\/span><\/font><\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span  class=140122321-01102007><\/span><\/font>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span class=140122321-01102007>Pray for me. Pray  for us. Pray for them. Pray for you.<\/span><\/font><\/div>\n<div><font face=Arial size=2><span  class=140122321-01102007><\/span><\/font>&nbsp;<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Note: this is the first of two &#8220;bookend&#8221; emails from my last two weeks which was composed of a journey to the nation of Zimbabwe. 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