{"id":102,"date":"2007-06-19T15:22:00","date_gmt":"2007-06-19T15:22:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/brianmashburn.net\/?p=102"},"modified":"2007-06-19T15:22:00","modified_gmt":"2007-06-19T15:22:00","slug":"on-change","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.brianmashburn.net\/?p=102","title":{"rendered":"On Change"},"content":{"rendered":"<div><span class=723241813-19062007><font face=Arial>&#8220;I think we severely  underestimate how committed we are to remaining the same.&#8221; &#8211; Yours  Truly<\/font><\/span><\/div>\n<div><span class=723241813-19062007><font face=Arial><\/font><\/span>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div><span class=723241813-19062007><font face=Arial><\/font><\/span>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div><span class=723241813-19062007><font face=Arial size=2>And the capacity we  have to manipulate ourselves into staying that way is  gargantuan.<\/font><\/span><\/div>\n<div><span class=723241813-19062007><font face=Arial  size=2><\/font><\/span>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div><span class=723241813-19062007><font face=Arial size=2>Seriously&#8230;how much  of your conversation is a defense of who or how you are? Oh, you are talking  about various things and issues and people&#8230;but just under the surface of that  is where I want&nbsp;us to&nbsp;check. How much of what you say and do, out loud  to others and in your mind to yourself, is really a defense against healthy  evaluation and change?<\/font><\/span><\/div>\n<div><span class=723241813-19062007><font face=Arial  size=2><\/font><\/span>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div><span class=723241813-19062007><font face=Arial size=2>And this is not  about feeling guilty, or defending yourself from thoughts that make you feel  guilty. The very idea of being able to have&nbsp;serious thoughts of  change,&nbsp;without guilt, is one of the very changes that we are so committed  to not making.<\/font><\/span><\/div>\n<div><span class=723241813-19062007><font face=Arial  size=2><\/font><\/span>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div><span class=723241813-19062007><font face=Arial size=2>You are holy and you  are being made holy, the Scripture says. You are faithful and are called to be  more faithful, it proclaims. You are saved, and you are working out your  salvation, the letters record. Your eternal life is secure as a follower of  Christ, and your life is constantly transforming into his image&nbsp;as a  follower of Christ. <\/font><\/span><span class=723241813-19062007><font  face=Arial size=2>I think of some of the Kings of old being crowned King as  children. They are the King, and they are becoming the King. How silly it would  be for him to feel guilty as a child when he makes a mistake that isn&#8217;t very  &#8220;kingly&#8221;. How wasteful of time would it be for him to dwell on the guilt he  feels because of the instructions, guidance, or help of&nbsp;someone who wants  nothing but to lovingly help him grow up into &#8220;kingliness&#8221;.<\/font><\/span><\/div>\n<div><span class=723241813-19062007><font face=Arial  size=2><\/font><\/span>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div><span class=723241813-19062007><font face=Arial size=2>It is our flesh,  defending how we are, trying to keep us the same, that does such  things.<\/font><\/span><\/div>\n<div><span class=723241813-19062007><font face=Arial  size=2><\/font><\/span>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div><span class=723241813-19062007><font face=Arial size=2> <\/p>\n<div><span class=723241813-19062007><font face=Arial size=2>How likely is it  that you will get up tomorrow and do something significantly and core-level  different, even if you set your mind to do so only for one day? And are you  aware of how you feel when it is even suggested that it might be a good  idea?<\/font><\/span><\/div>\n<p><\/font><\/span><\/div>\n<div><span class=723241813-19062007><\/span><span class=723241813-19062007><font  face=Arial size=2><\/font><\/span>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div><span class=723241813-19062007><font face=Arial size=2>How noble are my  plans! They are high and mighty, with my eyes set to the summit of  Christ-likeness as my ideal and real goal! And, oh, how I manipulate myself out  of taking my next courageous step towards it. Why? Because I would have to  change. Really change.<\/font><\/span><\/div>\n<div><span class=723241813-19062007><font face=Arial  size=2><\/font><\/span>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div><span class=723241813-19062007><font face=Arial size=2>And I think I really  underestimate how committed I am to staying the same.<\/font><\/span><\/div>\n<div><span class=723241813-19062007><font face=Arial  size=2><\/font><\/span>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div><span class=723241813-19062007><font face=Arial size=2><font size=3>&#8220;Unless  you change you will never enter the Kingdom of Heaven.&#8221; &#8212; Jesus  Christ<\/font><\/font><\/span><\/div>\n<div><span class=723241813-19062007><font face=Arial  size=2><\/font><\/span>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div><span class=723241813-19062007><font face=Arial size=2>For some, the  waiting game is just gonna have to do. They will endure this life as it comes  and as they are&#8230;waiting and longing for Heaven. For others, they want it to be  here on earth as it is in Heaven. They want the kingdom&#8217;s rule now. They will  USE this life&#8230;to shape them and forge them into living the Kingdom now&#8230;here  on earth as it is in Heaven.<\/font><\/span><\/div>\n<div><span class=723241813-19062007><font face=Arial  size=2><\/font><\/span>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div><span class=723241813-19062007><font face=Arial size=2>Most days, I am the  latter. But I will have to fight against the gravity of the earth, the gravity  of the dark kingdom of status quo, and the gravity of most of the people around  me in my life&#8230;and change&#8230;if I want to enter it.<\/font><\/span><\/div>\n<div><span class=723241813-19062007><font face=Arial  size=2><\/font><\/span>&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div><span class=723241813-19062007><font face=Arial  size=2>You?<\/font><\/span><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8220;I think we severely underestimate how committed we are to remaining the same.&#8221; &#8211; Yours Truly &nbsp; &nbsp; And the capacity we have to manipulate ourselves into staying that way is gargantuan. &nbsp; Seriously&#8230;how much of your conversation is a defense of who or how you are? 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